Hup Two Hup Two, Just Steppin On

Selling 'da Farm'.  Organizing Chaos.  Hanging In, Out, and On for dear Life.

Only Bitching about it once in awhile,   HERE.   See ya.....!

Is It Really Hard? Or Really Scary?

Nope.  It's mostly just really Lonely,  selling my home.

I have to ask myself,  is this what I'd hoped for, or planned on?
And I have to answer myself, 'Nope.  It's just the Way It Is.'

As far as hardcore Real Plans go,  I don't exactly have one, yet.  But 'Facts iz Facts, Ma'am',
and my Home is in escrow.  I'll be outta here on or before January 30th, 2011.

In the end all and be-all of things?  We play the hands we're dealt, hehe.

Doing The Done Deal..

Alternate Title  'Made It So'

                                 Sunrise Over Maggiez Farm  12/17/2010

This is one of the last 'scenic' shots I'll take from the front door of the real 'Maggiez Farm',
for I'm signing the papers tomorrow to put 'da Farm' into escrow.

Yes,  you heard me correctly,  I've 'Sold The Farm'.  Me,  the Magz Herownself is off on any
number of new adventures,  and will settle back sooner or later into another version of the same ole
Maggiez Farm.

I will continue to write my life, my feelings, and my experiences,  but not exactly as they happen.
(Life is going to be Goofy Enough,  without leaving a record of just how Goofy I get whilst dealing
with the day-to-day stuff-  thank GOD for a little 'maturity' in my life!

See ya round da Innerwebs-  my email, IM contacts, and phone # will remain the same.  I'll keep this blog, and update it as often as possible!

                                                               Curls  12/17/2010
                   This is Curly Joe,  Mighty Mouser Cat.   Be vewy vewy quyatt... he's mousing!

Buckle Down, Suck It Up- DEAL

Since it seems that I'm only talking to myself,  I can get real Real here.
The post below this post titled "I Am Ashamed' refers to my shame & my brokedness,  trying to pay my taxes.  (Yes;  Broke-edness, not Broken)

What it didn't delve into.. was just how tough this process is really going to be.

I sold my Best Friend,my Horse, and gave away his best friend, The Other Horse
on account of the fact that I needed money.  Cash,  to pay taxes.  So I could KEEP
this place, even if it has no horses.  (My  Good Neighbor didn't want me to sell The Other Horse,
since she still technically Owned him.
So I gave that horse back..  the day I sold mine, 8 days ago.   She's
subsequently managed to find a Home that would feed The Other Horse,  and has given
him away.  To a (hopefully) Really Good Home.

I think I Sold mine,  to a Really Good Home (hopefully).

Whatever...  it's a Done Deal.  Leaving me horseless,  and pretty lost.  I miss my friends,
they were my Family.
I wish things were different,  but accept the fact that this is Reality.  I have most of the money I
need to keep this farm, and a few deals in the works to sell it once my tax bill is paid.

It just doesn't feel like Home,  without my family.

I'm angry, and butt-hurt.  I'm a little lost, a lot heartbroke, and I just 'Haz A Sad'

(Also OUTTAHERE.. before I start cussing and throwing things)  Peace, Out.  Magz.
.

I Am Ashamed. Also Broke.

And owing a large amount of Back Taxes!!  The Farm, Maggiez Farm, is in Danger.

The good news is,
Compared to many many folks losing their homes,  It's cheap taxes!
The bad news is?
It's totally beyond my financial ability to pay today, as they want it in Entirety.

The no news?  Is that I either beg/borrow/steal/grovel or do my very best Schmoozing, or I lose my home.
Stay tuned for the next Exciting Episode of Maggiez Farm!

   ************************************
UPDATE:   Several emails,  phone calls, and mad scramblings  later,  I have a lot better understanding,
of what's actually going on with the Great County/State Bureaucracy called Home Ownership.
And a little reprieve.  The situation is by no means Resolved..
But it's a lot more Manageable.

I'm still a lot ashamed of myself for letting it get this far, but also slightly encouraged about
Just what I can accomplish.. when I have to.
I haven't (quite) lost it yet!  Either my mind, my talents, or my farm, hehehe

How Did I Miss ???

Everything I've missed,  while I wasn't paying attention?

Like the fact that Chris LeDoux  is dead???  (Where was I,  huh??)

I hate hearing that;  it makes all my lightweight fun posts  become Meaningless.

I'm sorry:  I will return,  when I have something Optimistic, or Nice..  to say,


Meanwhile I must listen to everything that man ever did.  I owe it to him.


He.
Was.

BRILLIANT.

(I'm not even sure where I found him for the first time,  he's tied up in my mind with the first song Garth Brooks ever made a name with)
I just know that I loved his music, and  introduced his music to my Hip-hopping Rapscallion of a Son,
Danno.  Who proceded to 'HEAR' it.. and was the one who told me that we won't be hearing anything new from Mr. LeDeaux for some time now.


Goodnight Chris;  Even Cowgirls Get The Blues Sometimes

Some Things That Make Me Smile

Lots of things make me Smile!









My favorite chair in my backyard always
makes me smile when I sit down in it.



My Dad made that chair, that makes me smile.






This is NorMee, a small but loved guinea chick.


He's one of the 'kids' I'm raising this year.

Little baby birds growing up in my garden make me smile.





Puffy SHOES! Totally Irresistable!

Brand New Puffy/Fluffy Flip-Flops from the
Dollar Store!

(It felt like I had pillows tied to my feet all day today, and THAT..
made me smile.)









BeLoved Family, whatever shape they wear.

I asked the Dawgz
Blanche,(L) Holly,(R) and Marshall (Foreground) to think
'LOVE', and this is what they said to send you.
I love them a lot; they make me smile.

And Flowers, because they always make me smile.
Flowers and Gardens and Scenery and Animals
(oh always Animals) and yes,
even Puffy Shoes know how to "Share The Love'.

This post is from my Heart, and sent to my friends Stacey & Jake.
(There's a lot of Healy Vibes in this, just ask the critters!)

Much love, and some brand new pix taken today,
And aimed your way.