FAMILY: It'S About WORTHLESS, (And Sad)

I've tried so hard, to be so nice, and never ever callout,
In Public,
what I know to be True.

There aren't a whole lot of Pistels left, on account of the fact that only 2 of 4
of CONRAD Pistel's/Carol Quinn Pistel Spawn managed to reproduce themselves.

Only 2 of us actually did reproduce:
the 2 most unlikely ones.

My Older Bro JP managed to Spawn,
Yet Failed, at least in MY mind, to raise his two boys
Michael Pistel, and David Pistel.

John? How come these boys are now 21 & 20...
AND i DON'T REALLY KNOW THEM??
Neither do you, Dude... and how to you Justify that?, hummmm?
I've wanted to know them:
But accepted the fact that for Real, you didn't want me to.
That makes you an Asshole. in my book.

Uhhhh? Truth IS: Mr. John Conrad..
That you havew Money: And not much Sense.
Plus Truth is that I have Sense.. and no Money.

I still think you're missing something, Critically! But I'll work it with You,
You DOOFUS, if you Hear the Real.
(ie, don't call me again, t5alkin bout what you aint BACKED unless you're willing to hear MY version, of Truth.

I will never again...
Pretend Like You Know More Than Me... Bout the real world.
You don't.


I send you... a Shit-Eatin Grin, and say Fuck you
Meanwhile, I Need MONEY!!! Can you/Will you help?


That's the Worthless part of this post. If they're smart, and if they're Interested... They have a piece of FAMILY that cares to know who they are.

They have a COUSIN that you Pistels hardly enver Acknowledge...
That would like to Know his Family, too.

Matt Pistel, failed to Reproduce.
Alli8son Pistel, failed to reproduce.

THERE IS ONLY A FEW, BLOOD, TO CARRY ON; THE QUINN OR PISTEL LINE.

Asshole.
Do you think it was totally by accident that we reached this point???

Get.
Fucking.
REAL.

I shall name you by Name; request that you HEAR truth,
and/or tell you to just fuck off; You're failing to hear that Stupid,
FAMILY,
Shit.

Know what's funny, Family?
I'm no longer ASKING... I'm telling ya what's Real.

(It's so Cool, Ally, how you mentioned that you've spoken to many many long distance Family about me...,
May I say,Thank You. You Listened to me,
And never heard a Mothewrfucking WORD about what's Real.

This goes to you too; Oh anyone else who ever knew..
Me. Or Carol Quinn Pistel. Or Claire White etc etc Menard..
Or this same,
REALLY wierdly strong..
Pistelness.
Bite Me! Those who choose not to help me,
I'll Get Along, despite the fact I may call you Weak.
You haven't Helped: AQlthough you know I've helped everywhere I could. May you Sleep Well,
without any real Family Shit.

WOW!!! I'M RE-PINKYED!

Yup, this is what happens when you totally DELETE a blog, as opposed to just erasing your previous posts.

Which I did. I saved as much as I could for my own nefarious purposes, but it was getting embarrassing to keep groveling as I was in Public.

"God Willing & the Creeks Don't Rise'.. hopefully someday you'll be able to pick up much of it at your local bookstore,

I still intend to be a Published Author someday.

Meanwhile, Back on 'Da Ranch' (farm)

The news is all pretty sucky. Seems like the news EVERYWHERE is pretty sucky,
and the world's going to Hell in a handbasket.

I'm going to remember to bless my health, my good genes, and my smarts for helping me get thru these Troubled Times.
(God Knows that no one else is helping, tho some are offering sympathy.)

My very very deepest THANK YOUS, go to those of you who've shared some genuine compassion with me recently- Thank you Jade, Brian, and Jane!

The world's a pretty weird place, and we all stumble through it as best we can.
Try not to be too afraid, for ultimately, we're all part of the same family.

This new version of my old blog will remain open for comments and of course I'll maintain my email addresses.
It may take me awhile to respond since I'm now lacking Net, phone, and SnailMail services. Until further notice it's going to be the only way to get ahold of me,
I don't do Public Libraries all that often.

The Farm will eventually Sell, and I'll pop up in a new place, sometime.
Meanwhile I just flat can't afford to stay here any longer:
It's hard on both Body & Soul.

Good thing I kept my sense of humor, eh? Life really IS..
a Day-to-Day Affair. See Ya! Magz